23.11.10

Sitting there, looking at the roof and thinking. Thinking about you and the power I gave you some sad night, now I can't control myself. I don't know if I'm kinda regret or so pissed off, even my feelings don't belong me anymore... Blaming you won't make things look better but I swear I hate you. Hate you and that clumsy smile,  your hugs and your softly kisses, then I hate myself for loving you so bad. Why you say you want me when we both know you don't? 'Cause if you really do... well I'm right here waiting for you, since ever. But no, you don't dare. You're coward enough to want me by your side so I'm back to my place until you decide to try another night as it would be me your dearly beloved. I'm your doll, you use me then confuse me so let's play this miserable game one more time pretending we enjoy it so much, let's get hurt, let me kiss you, let's talk about dreaming days that won't ever come, let's build a fantasy world for you an I and then, when we reach the sky, open my eyes, slam me in my face and come as you are.

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